August 20, 2004
A Quickie!
I only have a few minutes to write. I think I may have EWCM, not positive, but hopeful and JJ came home from sea a day early so that certainly helped. Again I don't think the immaculate conception idea is going to work for me. After a few obstacles, we finally got to get down to business. I really don't think JJ deals with the pressure very well of being expected to perform on demand. I think we're still good at making it fun and somewhat spontaneous, but I think in the back of his mind always is the fact that we are now having sex with a purpose. Hopefully this type of stress does not affect the skills of his sperm.
I ordered some clomid online without consent of my physician. In fact my doctor doesn't even know that I've ordered it. Other than few side effects I think it will be safe to use for six cycles in a row without supervision. If I haven't gotten pregnant at that point I will consult someone with a degree of some sort to give me the go ahead after a six month break. I know that if not taken correctly they can overstimulate your ovaries and if taken on a long term basis you can develop cysts on your ovaries. From what I've researched you are advised to 50mg for a six month period, then take a break for six months. Then you can go back on it and they'll increase your dosage, and then another break. I'm sure how many times you can do it ... but I do know that there is a max limit set on them. Again, I will try them for a six month period and hope for the best. I'm trying to get pregnant by Christmas. Hmm if I conceived on Christmas eve my baby would be due in mid-September some time.
I ordered some clomid online without consent of my physician. In fact my doctor doesn't even know that I've ordered it. Other than few side effects I think it will be safe to use for six cycles in a row without supervision. If I haven't gotten pregnant at that point I will consult someone with a degree of some sort to give me the go ahead after a six month break. I know that if not taken correctly they can overstimulate your ovaries and if taken on a long term basis you can develop cysts on your ovaries. From what I've researched you are advised to 50mg for a six month period, then take a break for six months. Then you can go back on it and they'll increase your dosage, and then another break. I'm sure how many times you can do it ... but I do know that there is a max limit set on them. Again, I will try them for a six month period and hope for the best. I'm trying to get pregnant by Christmas. Hmm if I conceived on Christmas eve my baby would be due in mid-September some time.
