January 03, 2005

Well it finally hit me ...

What was that .. JJ finally let go .. no that would be wrong and lucky for me I have a guy with atleast a set of morals that wouldn't let him hit his pregnant wife (not that he hasn't quickly considered it atleast once I'm sure) Nope I've finally hit that stuborn rut. The I'm a slob, I'm so fat and unattractive rut! That mental thing us pregnant people like to do every now and then. I know it won't be forever, but geez, does my butt have to look that, that, THAT WAY! I can't even put it into words just yet, it's still too fresh. On the other hand the baby is moving around like crazy. It is just such a miracle to feel your growing baby inside you and I appreciate the ability to do so. I'm trying not to let the little things get to me like the overwhelming heartburn (this baby better have hair for what I'm going through) or the look of peas sending me to pray to the porcelaine god because I know what a gift for life I get in return for a short nine months of minor discomfort ... but geez does my butt really have to look LIKE THAT!

As you can see I'm going through something. I really hate these little mental games we put ourselves through. I wish I could be one of those people that gave in to all temptations and ate what they wanted and wasn't worried about the reprecussions, but that just wouldn't be me. The older I get the metabolism seems to slow down even further, I just can not let myself eat the tray of brownies because they look good .. because really how good will they look sitting on my butt after the baby comes out?

If anything atleast I can say I'm blessed with Porn Star Pregnant boobs to match this Bootie!



Comments:
Les thanks for the advice .. I am trying to stay away from the brownies. I tell you the fear of keeping this pregnant ass scares the crap out of me. I'm trying not to think about it too much right now and just focus on the growing baby .. otherwise the two of us are going to end up on the atkins diet and army exercise regime by the end of the week! I don't know what it is. It's not like I didn't know it would happen. I guess I just forgot that slobbish like feeling that comes with being pregnant. So no cereal at bedtime .. I actually don't let myself eat late at night anyways, unless I've thrown up everything I ate that day .. otherwise, I wait until breakfast! I'm trying to balance giving the baby what it needs while not totally giving into cravings and stuff .. hopefully it works out!
 
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