January 21, 2005
Barely an Update
JJ has been bugging me telling it's time that I post an update but it just seems like either life is really busy or I am really lazy!
The baby has been kicking up a storm in there. Finally JJ has been able to feel kicks. I was starting to think he had lost all feeling in both his hands.
My appetite has picked back up again, just in time for me to get the flu and either not be able to hold things down or in but either way it wasn't pretty. JJ was sick first, well actually Amy was sick first .. I have lots of people to point the finger at!
I did finally take a couple of pictures I'm just thinking they may be a little XRated for my site .. I'm in my stripped maternity undies! Come on some people have weird fetishes out there. Anyway I'm going to try and get JJ to take some others to post on here I'm just having a hard time figuring out what my flattering angle is!
The baby has been kicking up a storm in there. Finally JJ has been able to feel kicks. I was starting to think he had lost all feeling in both his hands.
My appetite has picked back up again, just in time for me to get the flu and either not be able to hold things down or in but either way it wasn't pretty. JJ was sick first, well actually Amy was sick first .. I have lots of people to point the finger at!
I did finally take a couple of pictures I'm just thinking they may be a little XRated for my site .. I'm in my stripped maternity undies! Come on some people have weird fetishes out there. Anyway I'm going to try and get JJ to take some others to post on here I'm just having a hard time figuring out what my flattering angle is!
Barely an Update
JJ has been bugging me telling it's time that I post an update but it just seems like either life is really busy or I am really lazy!
The baby has been kicking up a storm in there. Finally JJ has been able to feel kicks. I was starting to think he had lost all feeling in both his hands.
My appetite has picked back up again, just in time for me to get the flu and either not be able to hold things down or in but either way it wasn't pretty. JJ was sick first, well actually Amy was sick first .. I have lots of people to point the finger at!
I did finally take a couple of pictures I'm just thinking they may be a little XRated for my site .. I'm in my stripped maternity undies! Come on some people have weird fetishes out there. Anyway I'm going to try and get JJ to take some others to post on here I'm just having a hard time figuring out what my flattering angle is!
The baby has been kicking up a storm in there. Finally JJ has been able to feel kicks. I was starting to think he had lost all feeling in both his hands.
My appetite has picked back up again, just in time for me to get the flu and either not be able to hold things down or in but either way it wasn't pretty. JJ was sick first, well actually Amy was sick first .. I have lots of people to point the finger at!
I did finally take a couple of pictures I'm just thinking they may be a little XRated for my site .. I'm in my stripped maternity undies! Come on some people have weird fetishes out there. Anyway I'm going to try and get JJ to take some others to post on here I'm just having a hard time figuring out what my flattering angle is!
Barely an Update
JJ has been bugging me telling it's time that I post an update but it just seems like either life is really busy or I am really lazy!
The baby has been kicking up a storm in there. Finally JJ has been able to feel kicks. I was starting to think he had lost all feeling in both his hands.
My appetite has picked back up again, just in time for me to get the flu and either not be able to hold things down or in but either way it wasn't pretty. JJ was sick first, well actually Amy was sick first .. I have lots of people to point the finger at!
I did finally take a couple of pictures I'm just thinking they may be a little XRated for my site .. I'm in my stripped maternity undies! Come on some people have weird fetishes out there. Anyway I'm going to try and get JJ to take some others to post on here I'm just having a hard time figuring out what my flattering angle is!
The baby has been kicking up a storm in there. Finally JJ has been able to feel kicks. I was starting to think he had lost all feeling in both his hands.
My appetite has picked back up again, just in time for me to get the flu and either not be able to hold things down or in but either way it wasn't pretty. JJ was sick first, well actually Amy was sick first .. I have lots of people to point the finger at!
I did finally take a couple of pictures I'm just thinking they may be a little XRated for my site .. I'm in my stripped maternity undies! Come on some people have weird fetishes out there. Anyway I'm going to try and get JJ to take some others to post on here I'm just having a hard time figuring out what my flattering angle is!
January 12, 2005
Ultrasound #2
On Monday JJ and I,(not to mention we dragged Amy along with us), to our second ultrasound.
I did way better this time with the whole bladder filling process and I believe I've gotten it down to a perfect science. In fact, I didn't even feel like I really had to pee until I laid on the table and the ultrasound tech pushed on my gut with that wand thing.
So JJ and I clutched hands as the tech swirled around taking measurements of goodness knows what. You could see fingers and arms and a head and all the usual things you would expect to see. She showed us all the various limbs and managed to point out that the baby is poking me with the index finger and thumb (something I've been suspecting since the very first flutter). The whole process lasted about five minutes. You could see the baby flipping around and giving me good kicks would both feet together. It was all rather amusing.
Then as quickly as it began, it was over. Not once did she ask us if we wanted to know the sex. Even though we knew in advance they didn't tell you, the forthcoming and chatty waitress at GTO's had me convinced they would tell me. So the 3-day conversation JJ and I deciding on whether or not to find out ... useless! Ahh well I really did want it to be a surprise .. and it would be .. IF .. JJ hadn't convinced himself he's seen all the fingers, all the toes and a vagina! That's right folks .. my husband has decided he saw something! Although he gives me an 80% chance of accuray .. if anything I think he's got a 50/50 chance of proving his abilities.
Hmm so Joey or maybe Joeye .. we have no idea.
I really wanted to post a picture of the ultrasound but unfortunately in Halifax they see that as not medically necessary, and do not offer pictures. Not to mention there is nowheres in the Halifax area to go pay for an ultrasound ... so no pictures, no gender answers. I'm trying to get JJ to take a picture of my big butt to post here but we just haven't gotten around to fitting it into a picture yet. We're working on it!
I did way better this time with the whole bladder filling process and I believe I've gotten it down to a perfect science. In fact, I didn't even feel like I really had to pee until I laid on the table and the ultrasound tech pushed on my gut with that wand thing.
So JJ and I clutched hands as the tech swirled around taking measurements of goodness knows what. You could see fingers and arms and a head and all the usual things you would expect to see. She showed us all the various limbs and managed to point out that the baby is poking me with the index finger and thumb (something I've been suspecting since the very first flutter). The whole process lasted about five minutes. You could see the baby flipping around and giving me good kicks would both feet together. It was all rather amusing.
Then as quickly as it began, it was over. Not once did she ask us if we wanted to know the sex. Even though we knew in advance they didn't tell you, the forthcoming and chatty waitress at GTO's had me convinced they would tell me. So the 3-day conversation JJ and I deciding on whether or not to find out ... useless! Ahh well I really did want it to be a surprise .. and it would be .. IF .. JJ hadn't convinced himself he's seen all the fingers, all the toes and a vagina! That's right folks .. my husband has decided he saw something! Although he gives me an 80% chance of accuray .. if anything I think he's got a 50/50 chance of proving his abilities.
Hmm so Joey or maybe Joeye .. we have no idea.
I really wanted to post a picture of the ultrasound but unfortunately in Halifax they see that as not medically necessary, and do not offer pictures. Not to mention there is nowheres in the Halifax area to go pay for an ultrasound ... so no pictures, no gender answers. I'm trying to get JJ to take a picture of my big butt to post here but we just haven't gotten around to fitting it into a picture yet. We're working on it!
January 05, 2005
Clarification for JJ's sake
JJ after reading my blog pulled me aside to point something out that I figure I better share ..
He said in a very loving and understanding voice "Not once babe have I thought about hitting you, not once no matter how mad I was .. now I can't say purchasing a muzzle for you didn't cross my mind a few times, but hitting you no!"
I guess that's love .. not wanting to actually end my life or anything, just shut me up for a few good hours until he's ready to listen again = )
Poor guy, he had no idea this was coming, even though I warned him. He said friends tried to warn him that marriage would just be the end of his life as he knew it. As I see it obviously all of those friends never had a pregnant wife or they would have known what to properly warn him of.
He said in a very loving and understanding voice "Not once babe have I thought about hitting you, not once no matter how mad I was .. now I can't say purchasing a muzzle for you didn't cross my mind a few times, but hitting you no!"
I guess that's love .. not wanting to actually end my life or anything, just shut me up for a few good hours until he's ready to listen again = )
Poor guy, he had no idea this was coming, even though I warned him. He said friends tried to warn him that marriage would just be the end of his life as he knew it. As I see it obviously all of those friends never had a pregnant wife or they would have known what to properly warn him of.
January 03, 2005
Well it finally hit me ...
What was that .. JJ finally let go .. no that would be wrong and lucky for me I have a guy with atleast a set of morals that wouldn't let him hit his pregnant wife (not that he hasn't quickly considered it atleast once I'm sure) Nope I've finally hit that stuborn rut. The I'm a slob, I'm so fat and unattractive rut! That mental thing us pregnant people like to do every now and then. I know it won't be forever, but geez, does my butt have to look that, that, THAT WAY! I can't even put it into words just yet, it's still too fresh. On the other hand the baby is moving around like crazy. It is just such a miracle to feel your growing baby inside you and I appreciate the ability to do so. I'm trying not to let the little things get to me like the overwhelming heartburn (this baby better have hair for what I'm going through) or the look of peas sending me to pray to the porcelaine god because I know what a gift for life I get in return for a short nine months of minor discomfort ... but geez does my butt really have to look LIKE THAT!
As you can see I'm going through something. I really hate these little mental games we put ourselves through. I wish I could be one of those people that gave in to all temptations and ate what they wanted and wasn't worried about the reprecussions, but that just wouldn't be me. The older I get the metabolism seems to slow down even further, I just can not let myself eat the tray of brownies because they look good .. because really how good will they look sitting on my butt after the baby comes out?
If anything atleast I can say I'm blessed with Porn Star Pregnant boobs to match this Bootie!
As you can see I'm going through something. I really hate these little mental games we put ourselves through. I wish I could be one of those people that gave in to all temptations and ate what they wanted and wasn't worried about the reprecussions, but that just wouldn't be me. The older I get the metabolism seems to slow down even further, I just can not let myself eat the tray of brownies because they look good .. because really how good will they look sitting on my butt after the baby comes out?
If anything atleast I can say I'm blessed with Porn Star Pregnant boobs to match this Bootie!
